Wednesday, April 15, 2015

A Very Rough Chapter, in a Very Very Good Book

Well good morning my friends! I am writing this morning while looking out the window of our new house! Yay! The house buying process along with the moving process has kept me from writing much, but today I have a post to share that I have wanted to share with you all since the start of the Little Momma Moments blog; it is the story of our infertility & my faith. My desire here, is to communicate hope, so please feel free to share this post if you know anyone in need of a little hope this morning.

Infertility was a journey I had honestly always feared. As a young teenager I faced a medical diagnosis that was uncommon for a child my age, and I remember the first question I had was"Will I be able to have babies?" The circumstances surrounding this diagnosis changed me. It changed me in a way that I was no longer living as your average teenager, but as a future mother. Then a few years later, when I was getting ready to graduate high school, I remember doing an activity with my church's youth leader where we made a list of the top things we feared. With all my teenage dramatics I scribbled down "They would have to put me on suicide watch, if I was ever told I couldn't have children." To say it simply, I knew that one of the reasons God had put me on this earth was to be a mommy! So the idea of struggling with infertility was beyond scary.

****I was honored to be asked to share this story on a fellow bloggers site, so please continue reading this post at "Our Not So Engineered Life"****

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